Final Farewell…

Hen­ry passed away per­ma­nent­ly at around 10:30 am on Feb­ru­ary 15, 2020. He was euth­a­nized at the vet­eri­nary hos­pi­tal and passed away peace­ful­ly.We first met in Bei­jing on April 1, 2006, Hen­ry became a very impor­tant mem­ber of the fam­i­ly. Although there have been many farewells since then, this time is the last one.

Hen­ry is from Shang­hai. He was a stray dog, but was res­cued and tak­en in by a kind friend. Through a friend’s help, he flew to Bei­jing and set­tled there. He is the first in his fam­i­ly.Mem­bers who have obtained Bei­jing sta­tusThe sto­ry of his first days in Bei­jing is record­ed in thisHen­ry’s DiaryIt’s spec­u­lat­ed that he had­n’t been home­less for long. When he was found and res­cued by kind­heart­ed indi­vid­u­als, he was shiv­er­ing behind the wheel of a bicy­cle shed, clear­ly quite timid. His age and breed are unknown, but his birth date is rough­ly between March and July 2005. In oth­er words, he died at the age of 14 and a half to 15, a fair­ly long life for a medi­um-sized mixed breed.

Hen­ry was gen­er­al­ly very healthy, hav­ing under­gone only one minor surgery, suf­fered from occa­sion­al irri­ta­tion due to his long fur, and had only a hand­ful of minor injuries (one from a care­less race). He was gen­er­al­ly healthy. His entire fam­i­ly loved him, and he loved them all, espe­cial­ly his lit­tle mas­ter. Even when his lit­tle mas­ter was­n’t home for a long time, he would spend the night lying by his lit­tle mas­ter’s bed­room door. Hen­ry loved food and was addict­ed to rum­mag­ing through the garbage; it was his nature. His urge to eat (even after a full meal) was a sign of his vital­i­ty. Fur­ther­more, he nev­er admit­ted to rum­mag­ing through the garbage, and when­ev­er he was accused, he became extreme­ly upset, appar­ent­ly hav­ing long for­got­ten. Apart from this, he had few oth­er flaws. His oth­er strengths were par­tic­u­lar­ly evi­dent: a cer­tain naiveté, a lack of mal­ice towards both humans and canine com­pan­ions, and a remark­able gen­eros­i­ty towards his canine com­pan­ions, always for­get­ting the slights they had received.

There­fore, Hen­ry’s col­lapse this time was quite unex­pect­ed. On Feb­ru­ary 11th, when he went down­stairs for a stroll, he was able to wan­der freely around the neigh­bor­hood, clear­ly greet­ing or avoid­ing his com­pan­ions, and then walk­ing home with a clear mind. On the morn­ing of Feb­ru­ary 12th, he sud­den­ly col­lapsed to the ground with­out any warn­ing, his limbs twitch­ing, foam­ing at the mouth, and his legs seemed to be swim­ming in the air… After anoth­er seizure at noon, he was tak­en to the vet­eri­nary hos­pi­tal and diag­nosed with epilep­sy, prob­a­bly relat­ed to aging and a degen­er­a­tive con­di­tion. Med­ica­tion was the only way to try to main­tain his con­di­tion. That day, he had sev­er­al more seizures on the way home and after return­ing home, until med­ica­tion grad­u­al­ly sub­sided.

On Feb­ru­ary 13, there was no major attack, but Hen­ry was becom­ing less and less inter­est­ed in eat­ing. He often wan­dered around the house, bump­ing into things every­where, until he fell down from exhaus­tion, howl­ing from time to time.

On the morn­ing of Feb­ru­ary 14th, after seem­ing­ly overex­cit­ed trot­ting in cir­cles around the house, he col­lapsed to the ground and con­vulsed par­tial­ly, nev­er to stand up again. His con­di­tion wors­ened in the after­noon, as he kept try­ing to push him­self up, and when he could­n’t, he cried out in a heart­break­ing way. After pet­ting and sooth­ing him, he calmed down some­what. He lost inter­est in any­thing he put into his mouth, no longer will­ing to swal­low, and could­n’t drink water on his own ini­tia­tive. He had to use a straw to scoop up water and put it back into his mouth to bare­ly get enough water.

The entire night of Feb­ru­ary 14th was a tena­cious strug­gle. He had com­plete­ly giv­en up eat­ing and drink­ing. As long as he had a breath, he would prop him­self up on his front legs and try to stand. Unable to do so, he kept whim­per­ing and even howl­ing loud­ly. It seemed that he had com­plete­ly lost his sight and hear­ing, and his con­scious­ness was not clear… After he was laid flat, he could breathe a lit­tle more eas­i­ly. He was breath­ing heav­i­ly and seemed to be about to fall asleep. Some­times he did­n’t even have time to retract his tongue. If you did­n’t hear him breath­ing, you might mis­take him for death… But as soon as you had a lit­tle strength, he would roll over and prop him­self up on his front legs, try­ing hope­less­ly to stand, whim­per­ing and wail­ing…

In the ear­ly morn­ing of Feb­ru­ary 15, he may have almost used up all his strength. After being laid flat once, he could no longer turn over, but he was still breath­ing tena­cious­ly, and occa­sion­al­ly mak­ing low moans.

In order to alle­vi­ate his pain, we chose to send him to the pet hos­pi­tal for euthana­sia. He calm­ly accept­ed our last wipe and comb.Lying in the ship­ping box when I flew to Bei­jing in 2006The car was cov­ered with a sweater under­neath and the lit­tle mas­ter’s old coat. On this morn­ing after the snow, the weath­er was par­tic­u­lar­ly crisp, but the wind was strong and the tem­per­a­ture felt very low. Hen­ry lay very calm­ly in the back seat, with­out any move­ment on the road. If you did­n’t get very close, you could­n’t hear his breath­ing.

At the hos­pi­tal, he accept­ed every pro­ce­dure with com­plete calm­ness. When I car­ried him to the oper­at­ing table, he lay limp in my arms, not strug­gling at all. Lat­er, the doc­tor admin­is­ter­ing the injec­tion said he’d only strug­gled slight­ly with his front paws dur­ing the ini­tial injec­tion of the anes­thet­ic…

Have a safe jour­ney, Hen­ry, our good friend. That’s all I’ll write in your diary. Thank you for every­thing you’ve brought us!

最后的告别……

Hen­ry passed away peace­ful­ly

最后的告别……

Hen­ry before being sent to the hos­pi­tal

最后的告别……

Hen­ry strug­gling hard the day before his death

最后的告别……

Hen­ry, for­ev­er frozen in mem­o­ry (lis­ten­ing to “Hen­ry Built a Lit­tle House”)

Writ­ten in Bei­jing on Feb­ru­ary 15, 2020
The night after the snow is cold and clear